Do you need some space? Not a space with white walls where your worries hits you as an echo in your face. Nor a space filled up with all your things, among pathetic receipts and notes that you just can't throw away. Not a space that stands still, but a space that moves like thoughts move. Not completely distanced from people, but far enough so you don't have to talk to them. 

The wilderness is where you want to be, but it's too far away. You can't commit to disappear yet. You are too young and full of potential, AND you need people. Maybe it's just a romantic idea anyway. The structured landscape with inflatable hills and lined up grids of trees will have to do. For now. 

Put it on.